Today I am somewhat happy, only because I am greatfull that nothing catastrophic has happened...yet. That, and I got to see my girls for longer than usual today instead of 12:30-2pm I saw them from 12:30-almost 3pm...don't know why for sure and I wasn't expecting it either...so I was pleasantly surprized. Last night was no treat, I won't go into the details though...and today I am waiting for my friend Cathy to call me or come over and possibly go to an NA meeting with me as a support person, so I am kind of excited 'bout that...my instincts are telling me that I will get stood up by her today...don't know why but thats what I think will happen, it's just my true pessimistic colors showing I guess...she's an awesome girl-friend of mine but sometimes VERY forgetful!! But I love her to pieces and she has been there for me through some of my worse times!!! I am so greatful for everything my friends have done for me especially the last few months when things have gotten pretty tough for me they have been there so here are a few honorable mentions: Joey, Joe, Tim, Cathy, and Jim!!!! Thank you guys for making me feel so loved and for picking me up when I felt as if I could not keep on keeping on!!!! Today I guess I am just at peace with the way things are and even though I've still got some shit I am dealing with I feel there just might be a light at the end of this long dark tunnel....My cat Khaos is still very sick and still needs your prayers for good health! If he is not much better by the end of the week I might take him to the vet to be put to sleep and join all the other animals I have lost in kitty heaven so that I might see him there some day...it will break my heart to have to do this but I know it would be for the best so that he doesn't have to suffer anymore...watching him the way he is right now breaks my heart MORE than if he were at peace without all this misery he is in!! Poor kitty :-(
Well that's all I got for now...ttyl-erz
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